Tuesday, January 10, 2012

great way to start the new year!

"A moment like this, Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this" - Kelly Clarkson, A Moment Like This

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Alhamdulillah, this new year had brought me many good news, and i guess it's good to start something new with good spirits indeed :)

Alhamdulillah posting result was out last night, FINALLY! after almost 8 months waited for it, here comes the moment we've been waiting for soooooo long


and as expected i got kedah, i don't know how to describe the feeling really, but i guess i'm grateful indeed. to be honest, i didn't mind if i happened to get other places coz i somehow like challenges and new things, but since kedah it is, so i'll just acept whatever ALLAH had given to me :)

it was quite a shocked to see many of my cohort mates got johor, though they opted for another states. it's unexpected actually, but well, it's already out and official, so enough of complaints and whatnots.

so, it's time to set up new spirit and hopefully everything will be just fine!
*positive positive*

Thursday, January 5, 2012

i love reading

i like reading; very much. and it somehow continue to the extent i was willing to sacrifice my money just to buy lots and lots of books! it was like a satisfaction having to see stacks of books surrounded me. but that was then :/

nowadays i find myself a bit lazy to read. i don't know why, but i thought this might be because of my laziness and ignorance. there's still many books which i haven't read or even go thru yet i'm still getting myself new books everytime i walked in a bookstore!

so during my study time back in KL , i used to have this kind of craze over books that i didn't mind spending lots of money on books only. luckily i was given book allowance per semester which worth rm850, if not i would have to work somewhere to earn extra money for a living :D

me and my crazy-over-books friends would went to KLIBF and we'll spend hundreds of ringgits on books; on any kind of books which captured our heart. we wouldn't mind carrying those heavy books in our bags or hands as long as we got what we want!

i also used to have my own philosophy in buying books and they was like "grab and buy the book though you might not have time to read it, but at least you already have the book" . and this so-called philosophy somehow kills me coz there's so many books which i have not read yet. i don't know when can i finish reading all those books. hahaha...padan muka :D

well talking about reading, i guess i inherited this passion from my father, since he himself is an avid reader even until now. he would always have something to read be it any music magazine, or even cooking magazines, newspaper, travelogue mags, his monthly subscription of bank mags or even catalogues! we also have this tall huge built-in cabinet for books at the living room, and half of them books were his.

i always had this imagination of having a mini library in my house, and i guess i'll make it a reality once i am settled down with everything. it definitely would be great to own a library in our house!

apart from reading, i think i have developed my passion for writing too. and that's one of the reasons why i blog. though my writing level is not that good, but i'll keep on trying and writing as many as i could coz my lecturer used to tell me that "just write down anything you want to and keep on writing, don't worry too much on the idea coz it will come out later".

reading was like a brain therapy since i got to 'travel' to other countries as well as learn new things. i also got to know how different people think and react, and the rationales behind every single thing they do. it was a great feeling indeed.

and i guess my collection of books are my MOST treasured and precious things i ever have!

Monday, January 2, 2012

coretan ringkas 2011

*entry kali ni paling banyak gambar*

2011 has ended officially; and it's already 3rd of january 2012.
well, 2011 had indeed left me with mixtures of memories-bitter, sweet, sad, happy etc.

macam yang selalu aku buat seperti tahun2 sebelum ni, so hari ni aku akan recall balik apa yang aku dah buat sepanjang 2011 tapi bezanya kali ini aku buatnya dengan agak ringkas; simple and sweet gitu :D

so, here goes...

January 2011
- struggle with studies since this was my final semester and final year in UM. to be honest, masa awal2 ni masih relax2 dan main2 lagi, sebab rasa macam otak dah agak tepu belajar selama 6 tahun! tapi i bet this was my best moment semasa belajar coz dapat lecturer yang sangat best+sporting+sempoi= mr gomez! seriously fell in love with the way he taught us all; sangat fatherly dan concern sampaikan semuanya tak sampai hati nak ponteng kelas dia. juga jatuh cinta denga subjek future studies sebab ia best; memaksa aku berfikir jauh ke hadapan dan berikan ruang untuk kita lihat sesuatu benda dari perspektif masing-masing. "there is no right and wrong answers" and "say what you have to say, no more no less" (prof. moses, 2011) treasure sangat waktu ni!

sempat lagi berpicnic ramai-ramai di taman jaya PJ :D

February 2011
- seperti biasa sibuk dengan studies lagi, tapi tak sesibuk semester yang lepas-lepas memandangkan jadual dan subjek yang diambil sangat sedikit, so in a way berikan peluang untuk aku dapat hari cuti yang banyak dari biasa :D sebab tu last semester ni aku selalu balik rumah di kedah nun, sampai mak ayah aku naik hairan tengok anak dia selalu sangat balik rumah, ibarat KL-SP macam SP-Alor Setar :D :D masa ni juga tengah seronok dengan aktiviti food hunting yang tak berkesudahan dengan housemates di sekitar KL...weeee...seronoknya!! :D :D

di La Chateua de Puah, berbelit-belit lidah nak sebut

Mac 2011
- starting bulan ni, bahang kesibukan sangat terasa, dengan due date assignments dan write ups, dan academic reading dan dinner dan trips sume2..memang exhausted dan sangat kalut time ni. tapi still ada masa nak enjoy2 dengan kawan-kawan dan housemates hehehe..dan sedar tak sedar dah hampir ke final studies dan final exam.

April 2011
- masa ni memang sangat sibuk, dengan assignments punya due date dan macam2 benda yang perlu difikirkan. oleh sebab aku merupakan salah seorang dinner committee jadi it's double the workloads! tapi aku tak kisah sebab aku suka bila sibuk macam ni..hehe :D

May 2011
- hampir ke final dan takde lagi assignment yang delay, tinggal nak submit assignment lasttt aje then MERDEKA! tapi tak lagi selagi tak habis finals lagi. tapi aku ambil 2 paper aje kali ni, agak relax tapi pada masa yang sama kena banyak sangat membaca! dinner last untuk cohort 4 di KGPA. it was a BLAST to all of us dan semuanya nampak glamer2 dengan baju2 yang cantik menarik tertarik kau memang da' bomb! tapi suasana agak sedih since it will be our very last time being together with everybody, lepas ni semua akan bawa haluan masing-masing.

haruslah bergambar dengan assignment last sebelum disubmit :D

bergambar bersama sebelum last paper final sem :)


kami; dinner KGPA :)

June 2011
-secara officialnya aku dah selamat menghabiskan sesi pembelajaran aku selama 6 tahun! Alhamdulillah, syukur pada ALLAH yang merancang semuanya dengan terbaik :) masa ni sibuk berkemas-kemas untuk pindah rumah balik ke tempat masing-masing. kemas-kemas rumah sewa, bedak2 barang dalam rumah dan saat-saat akhir berjimba-jimba dengan kawan-kawan. tengok wayang dan makan-makan buat kali last beramai-ramai.seronok sangat! i'll surely miss those greatest moments! dan hampir-hampir nak balik ke rumah dapat berita kena hadiri taklimat kissm di maktab, thank Allah aku tak balik lagi so stay terus sampai hari yang
dimaksudkan.

di MidValley menonton Nur Kasih The Movie beramai-ramai

July 2011
- masih lagi terkesan dengan peristiwa perpisahan dengan kawan2 jadi penuhlah news feed di fb dengan status dan poem kawan-kawan; semuanya pasal sahabat. dan sengketa lama juga berakhir dengan sendirinya..semua kembali jadi rapat seperti mana we used to be before this :) bergelar penganggur sepenuh masa dan bermulalah aktiviti rutin bila duduk di rumah- lepak, makan, tidur, tengok tv, baca novel etc. masa ni tengah eager dan excited nak masuk mengajar ke sekolah so semuanya tabah menunggu panggilan untuk posting

August 2011
-still di rumah, jobless dan sabar menunggu posting. pertengahan bulan ini harus ke KL untuk kursus KISSM di maktab, gembira sebab dapat jumpa kembali kawan-kawan yang ditinggalkan tak sampai beberapa bulan aje..so, it's get together time dan story mory..tak lupa untuk kembali jalan-jalan di kota KL bersama kawan-kawan :D balik aje dari KL terus ke cameron highlands ada gathering dengan kawan-kawan pa dan ma. berlaku satu peristiwa yang menunjukkan kekuasaan ALLAH, terima kasih ALLAH :)

with my bestest buddy, fiera semasa KISSM 2011 :)

September 2011
- masih lagi sabar menunggu posting, macam-macam berita dan rumours yang diterima dan didengari tapi semuanya tak boleh dipercayai langsung. keep on waiting and waiting berharap miracle akan berlaku tapi hampa kerana masanya belum tiba. dan tiba-tiba excited dengan convocation ceremony yang akan berlangsung tak lama lagi. pergi ke KL dengan kawan-kawan untuk collect robe, masih sempat berjalan-jalan di kota KL juge

sempat lagi bergambar time collect robe :D

October 2011
- convo was the major event for this month. got to meet cohort 4 friendss dan sibuk bergambar sampai tak ingat dunia, dan start cathing up with several people tentang current life whatnots. lepas convo terus menunggu posting yang tak kunjung tiba lagi. sedar tak sedar dah nak dekat dengan hari raya aidiladha.

convocation 2011

November 2011
- balik kampung dan spend masa sangat lama disini, tak balik ke rumah sejak sebelum hari raya aidiladha lagi sebab ada plan best lepas raya :D :D masih lagi menunggu posting dan tiba-tiba dapat berita pasal temuduga SPP, dalam hati bersinar dengan cahaya sebab tak lama lagi akan posting; katanyalah. prepare untuk interview dan surat2 semua tu tapi pada masa yang sama aku akan ke singapore untuk hadiri wedding orang disana, it was a great and new experience indeed, for the fact that i've never got the chances to travel to other countries. agak jakun masa dapat passport dan separuh tak percaya juga..ngeeee :D :D end of month menghadiri interview spp, dan dapat jumpa sebahagian of my friends di JPN kedah, chit chatting sambil tukar2 gossips.


December 2011
-nothing much, still tunggu posting dan banyak jugak travel ke sana ke mari attend friend's wedding. ke perlis dan ke penang, untuk wedding pasangan yang sama :) dapat peluang jumpa kawan-kawan juga walaupun tak ramai, but the havoc dan 'kecoh-ness' was still there. pa juga secara officially bertukar ke kerteh and was no longer working with perwaja. mula berjinak-jinak dengan hobi baru- tonton cerita bersiri, be it korean, american, british, malay movies semua aku redah je.

dan awal January 2012, dapat berita yang aku lulus SPP dengan jayanya. so hanya menunggu panggilan dari JPN untuk posting di sekolah sahaja. Alhamdulillah, it was truly a great opening to start new year with!

so i guess that was it! semuanya bercampur aduk, it was a mixture of feelings indeed. walaupun kecewa dengan posting yang tak kunjung tiba tapi all in all, semua yang best best telah hapuskan benda itu :)