Wednesday, September 29, 2010

what more can i say?syukur yaALLAH

ya ALLAH, sesungguhnya Engkau tahu segala-galanya ya ALLAH
come just right in time i needed it!



have you ever feels that u are the real loser sometimes?

surprisingly (for you all, not for me definitely), i feel that ALL THE TIME!
hmmmmm...wonder why?
naaahh! if u really know me, then u'll know why :(

i don't know why suddenly i feel out of place
and i didn't belong here, to where i am now

that "something" keep bothering and buggering me

p/s: for this time being, i am FEELess (is there such word?)

i dun have a title for this

something just stroke my mind just now.
and i really feel bad,its not that "something" which make me feel bad, but me myself and i which causes it all ------>for that i am really bad person.
it is not the "bad" as in orang jahat or mobster,

amidst nice and good persons and friends i know,


was just strolling around friend's facebook and i can say that they really enjoys life to the max!
me? huh! don't bother asking, b'coz u wouldn't want to know the answer.

it is not that i didn't enjoy life as the rest do, but there is something stuck in my mind which prevent me from doing that.
(READ ME: everybody got their own way of enjoy life, aite?)

i am NOT a good friend who will text you 24/7 asking your whereabouts, whatyadoin, simply chitchatting, yada yada yada yada

Thursday, September 23, 2010

saya berwajah baru

boring pulak tengok layout blog ni
so, i've decided to change it.

nampak macam lively skit berbanding sebelum ni.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010


salam and hi to all,

it has been almost 3 months and that means, our practicum gonna end very soon.
i don't know how to describe the feeling, whether i'm happy or sad.
happy coz i don't have to stay up late at night to do lesson plan and sad to leave those adorable kids and inviting environment the school accomodate us all the while we were there :) :)

some of my frens are busy counting the days, make plans of where to go after the practicum ended, completing all the lesson plans and appendices, write reflections

but I

i don't have the heart to do all these
i don't know where my mood has gone
one thing i know is that, i've lost interest to do anything!
i feel like i want to rest all day long and do what i want to do

last few days, heard GOOD news from my senior, their posting result is out!
although it is not my turn yet, but i'm happy for at last, after months of waiting and doing nothing, the result is out. alhamdulillah~~
they are going to start their real life as teacher and i'm counting the days to finish my 6 years of study. huwarrgghhh!!

got another half a year before i'm officially a graduand and a teacher :)
can't wait for that moment.
but i bet i will DEFINITELY misses the moment i have now- being with frens, no responsibilities on the shoulder, hanging out with frens, shopping etc.

mata ni makin layulah
**oit, cepatlah habiskan blog tu, aku dah nagntuk nak tido dah ni.

till then,

salam and adios! :)

Monday, September 20, 2010

aku tak pernah faham

kenapakah manusia sangat suka take things for granted?

Waking up I see that everything is okay
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away

Saturday, September 18, 2010

kini yang tinggal hanya.......

jangan mengharap kepada sesuatu yang tak pasti

aku pernah dengar kata2 ni dari seorang kawan lama
aku tak pasti lah pulak tentang apa tapi satu yang aku pasti, aku sentiasa ingat kata2 ni

kalau nak diikutkan, memang betul apa yang dikatakan tu
kalau dalam english pulak, ada proverbs yang bunyinya
"don't count on your chicken until they are hatched"
lebih kurang macam ni lah

kenapa ya?
mungkin kalau kita tak terlalu berharap sangat, kalau sesuatu tu tak terjadi, kekecewaan kita tak teruk sangat, kot
mungkin nak beri peluang kita lihat benda lain yang ada depan mata kita, kot
mungkin nak ajar kita supaya redha dan sentiasa terima qada dan qadar ALLAH, kot

tak tahu lah
aku rasa je..

tapi itu lah yang aku rasakan sekarang ni
"jangan terlalu mengharap kepada benda yang belum pasti terjadi"

tengah memotivasikan diri sendiri!
b strong, lina!

raya 2010


my raya has been great this year!
and i was really lucky to have them as my family
as time goes by, i think the bond seems to grow tighther and stronger

dengan semua kerenah dan gelagat sepupu sepapat
sangat havoc dan kecoh bila berkumpul..hihihihi

oh, by the way,
this raya, for the first time
we had photoshoot...hehehe...ala, mcm org kawen buat outdoor photoshoot tu :P
all GBS-geng bising sokmo involved..hehe..seronokk sgt

just enjoy the pics :)

the gbs clan

till then,

salam and bye bye


Thursday, September 16, 2010

random #

apa-apa pun, aku tahu ALLAH ada perancangannya tersendiri
be strong, illina

asalkan keluarga dan kawan2 terbaik di sisi
datanglah ombak ganas dan lautan api
insyaALLAH aku cuba kuat demi mereka :)

La Tahzan Innallaha Ma'ana
"Dan Janganlah Kamu Bersikap Lemah Dan Janganlah Pula Kamu Bersedih Hati Padahal Kamulah Orang-orang Yang Paling Darjatnya Jika Kamu Orang-Orang Yang Beriman"