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salam and hi to all,

my holidays had reached couple of weeks and it seemed like it was just yesterday since it started. hmmmm....feels quite bored but at the same time,feel like i wanna more holidays to come! huh, complicated sungguh!! so do my feelings. i don't know why the feeling suddenly. biarkan, let it be. jgn dilayan sgt benda2 mcm ni.

this is my third entry with the same title, random, and their only differences is the numbering------>simply because i don't know what to write.huh! [idea sudahhh terbang weyh!]

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owh yes, i've been doing some bloghopping or blogwalking or whatever u call it, and came across this one blog. it attracted me so much that i feel like addicted to read every posts and every single thing the writer writes. it was such a great writing to tell ya!
i hope i can be like her one day. insyaALLAH.
[i've always wanted to have my own book and i really2 hope i can make this dream comes true one day, insyaALLAH:)]----->i guess this is the only reason why i need to always update my blog, to sharpen my writing skills, yang tak seberapa ni

not much things happened lately and there's nothing excited to be talked and shared about. it was just normal routines, being at home and do some basic things when u r at home. and so far, my resolutions for the holidays have not been completed yet, just yet.
rajin rajin rajinkan lah diri anda, illina!!

i guess that's all for now.
got to go. emergency
till then,

salam and bye bye bye

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salam and hi to all,

haih! cuti kali ni rasa boring la pulak. bukan apa, tak tahu apa nak buat..semuanya benda yang basic dan selalu buat kalau cuti, mcm menghabiskan stok2 buku2+novel yang bertimbun2, keluar jalan2, tido, makan, operasi kemas rumah, masak dan jadi penonton setia TV. boring lah buat benda yang sama jeee...huh!

tapi, takpalah at least ada juga aku buat sesuatu daripada duduk saja je..dan aku ingat cuti ni nak buat something yang lain daripada apa yang aku buat masa cuti sebelum2 ni. nak kerja dah tak dapat permission dah, so kena cari jalan lain lah nak sibukkan diri dan nak aktifkan diri, supaya tak ternak lemak banyak sangat(buka cuti malulah kalao ada kawan2 tegur :P)

hmmmm....jap jap nak listkan kat sinilah nak buat apa (cuti dah 2 minggu tpi bru terfikir nak buat apa?? ish ish ish teruk betullah anak dara cik wan ni :P)

1. jogging setiap pagi(semoga istiqamah...hehe :P)
2. habiskan operasi2 kemas rumah yang telah ditetapkan oleh ma
3. tengok CSI:NY season baru, dan kalao boleh tengok berkali2 tanpa jemu (criminal minsd pun) :P
4. hbiskan novel2 yang bertimbun2 dan buku2 yang bertimbun2
5. startkan projek penulisan aku *****teeeeeeeettttt****
6. jalan2 ngan siblings n sepupu(anywehere)

hahahah....tu je kot yang aku boleh terfikirkan buat masa ni. huh! berpelkuh jugaklah nak berfikir tu(exaggerate skit kt sini :P)

kawan2 semua doakan supaya saya selalu istiqamah dan bersungguh ye menghabiskan apa yang saya dah mulakan. semoga saya kuat semangat dan at the end or the day, semuanya terlaksana.


ameen ameen ameen


till then,
salam and bye bye bye
:) :) :)

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salam and hi to all,

sejak dua menjak cuti panjang nih, otak pun mcm dah tak produktif sangat. rasa malas memanjang. nak buat kerja apa2 pun rasa malas, rasa mcm nak duduk saja tak buat apa2. yelah, mana taknya, nak makan rasa malas, nak mandi pun rasa malas, even nak tengok TV pun rasa malas nak bukak(walaupun guna remote je)...haaaaaaaaaaaaaa...ni memang betul2 PEMALAS ni! ish2..

aku pun tak tahu kenapa. virus apa yang melanda pun aku tak tahu. pastu semenjak dua tiga hari ni pun, rasa mcm nak maraaaaaahhh je. pantang silap sikit, mulalah aku rasa cam eeeiiii...geram2...tak tahu kenapa! aku bukan suka sangat nk marah tak tentu pasal ni, sebab tu aku lebih suka diam. kalau bercakap, nanti buat orang sakit hati je, leih baik aku diam dan simpan amarah tu, nanti dah sejuk barulah aku tegur orang. tapi rasa mcm bersalah pulak bila orng tegur kita tak jwab, wat derk je...huh!!

MASALAH MASALAH :(

adoihhhhhhhhhhhh.

aku rasa kena ada perubahan lah dalam diri ni.kena paksa diri.

ok. esoklah aku start.
heheh :P


tu je kott...
actually takde idea sgt pun nak rambles kat sini, sje cri point nak updatekan blog. huhuh.

till then,

salam and bye bye bye

terima kasih ma & pa, for being my greatest teachers ever!

salam and hi to all,

dah lama sangat2 tak bukak blog, emails n facebook.bukan apa, MALAS giler rasanya nak menghadap computer. mungkin sebab sebelum ni, masa tak cuti panjang lagi ni. SETIAP HARI SETIAP MASA kot bukak semua2 tu. dan skrng ni, rasa mcm malas nak buat apa2. huh!

oh ye. semalam hari guru. sebagai bakal cikgu, aku pun dah start ada rasa bangga sikit bakal pegang title ni. bukan apa, rasa mcm kerja sebagai cikgu ni tersangatlah best dan mulia. once u are in this field, u'll know it!

dulu aku jadi student dan skarang, aku bakal punyai student2 sendiri. be it budak skolah rendah je , tak kisahlah semua tu. yang penting niat dan pekerjaan tu sendiri. betullah orang kata, kita merancang, ALLAH juga merancang, tapi perancanganNYA sejuta kali lebih baik dari perancangan kita :)

dan aku sangat amat ingin berterima kasih pada parentku sebab "paksa" aku terima tawaran cikgu ni. kalo bukan sebab dorang yang bersusah payah pujuk memujuk aku, mungkin aku masih lagi tercari2 kot apa yang sesuai dengan aku. so, kesimpulannya, IKUTLAH CAKAP MAK DAN AYAH ANDA, tak rugi punya!

di kesempatan ni, walaupun aku tahu ma n pa aku maybe tak bace pun apa yang aku tulis ni, tapi aku tetap nak cakap

" ma & pa, terima kasih atas segala2nya yang ma n pa dah beri ke Na, terima ksih sebab dulu pernah "paksa" Na buat apa yang Na tak suka dan benda ni jadi benda yang Na paling suka buat sekali, THANK YOR EVERYTHING, money, time, all u gave me, tak terbalas jasa2 ma ngan pa terhadap Na, hanya ALLAH yang dapat membalasnya"

i loooooooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeee u both :) :) :) :) :)

thank you ALLAH!

salam and hi to all,

nothing much to say, but just wanna express my deepest gratitude and gratefulness to the only one, ALLAH the great!

thank you ALLAH
:)

song entitled thank you Allah sung by maher zain

I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so closeI wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
further and further away from you

Ooooo Allah, you brought me home
I thank you with every breath I take

الحمد لله الحمد لله
All praises to Allah


I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud
to see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that's when you opened the doors for meNow Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you

الحمد لله
All praises to Allah

Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done
You've done for me through all my years I've been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
And did you give me hope

O Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done
You've done for me through all my years I've been lostYou guided me from all the ways that were wrong
I wanna thank you for bringing me home

الحمد لله
All praises to Allah

الحمد لله

:) :) :)