Tuesday, December 28, 2010

2010

3 days more before we can say goodbye to 2010.
hope that this upcoming year will give prosperity, happiness and success to everyone.

many things happened in 2010, but i guess it's not the end of the world, yet.
life needs to go on and may everyone changes for the better.

may ALLAH bestow upon us his neverending blessings and success.
ameen :)

Friday, December 24, 2010

random thoughts

salam and hi to all,

i've been pondering upon lots of things lately, specifically over this 3 months holidays. about peoples around me, lifes and the ups and downs that i face everyday.

speaking of which, it's not that i like to meddle into other people's life, it's just that their actions that set out many question marks in my mind. i'm not that kind of person who likes to talk bad about others mind you. i still know my limit and the fear of ALLAH is still there, but being a normal human being, i think i am just being me. person who likes to take some things seriously and that's why i am a sensitive person. because things that others wouldn't mind or would want to forget, might mean something to me.

hah! this is me, those who knows me, they know it better.
i get tension easily, mind you. why? because i like to see things/ problems from every side, both positive and negative. and sometimes, when there's a mixture of emotions, i'll get carried away with it easily. and you wouldn't want to see my sour face, which i bet is sour than green apples, or even pickles.

i'm a kind of person who didn't know to hide my emotion. a transparent one, some people would say. when i'm sad or happy, you can see them on my face. and it'll get worse if i'm not in the mood that day. you wouldn't dare to talk or be near me even!

ok ok, back to what i want to write, some things has change and some was still the same. and peoples too. i don't know why coz i just don't have the reason. thought that i can still be with the same people, having good time with them, chitter chatter, doing funny and crazy things but i guess time ruined it all. as we grow older, there are some matters that cannot be take lightly and it become the one everyone was trying to avoid. T_T

that's the journey called life. you can remember the memories but its hard to enjoy it again, the same way, with the same people. after all,those bittersweet memories will still be there, hope it will last in my mind.

The past is never dead, it is not even past.
William Faulkner

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........

the title has got nothing to do with what i wrote here. abaikan

it's 1.37 am and i'm done with my routine before sleeping, blog-hopping. :P
i didn't know why i really like to peek at other's blog and read interesting stories they've made. and after that, i'll start comparing them with mine, and at the end of the day, i'll have that kind of motivation to write. but, sadly, it didn't last longer since i'm a real procrastinator :(

and the new year's just around the corner, so i guess, as usual, my resolution for 2011 is not to have the procrastinator as my middle name anymore :P
(yes, i know that i like to make new resolution each year but failed to accomplish it)

i was just finish blog-hopping just now and all of a sudden, i feel like writing something. it's not like what i did now, blogging, i mean i want to write something that MAYBE can be published someday (in my dreams je la kot)

oh oh, apa lagi nak ditulis ni. i've run out of ideas. oh yes, speaking of which, i wonder how writers got their ideas penned down on papers, in which they have so many ideas to write and it seems like they flow as fast as waterfall! i'm very impressed. and one more thing, i wonder whether they ever run out of ideas? for once? uh oh!
tapikan mereka ini adalah penulis, so tak hairanlah kalau idea sentiasa ada menunggu nak dikeluarkan dari kepala

dear writers: can i have one of your brain, please? :P

hahahaha, looks like i've started to talk nonsense. again. hmmmmm...
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haaaaaaaaa....ada lagi satu

after i've succeedly gong through my 2 months++ holidays, i just realize that i reallyx100 needs to brush up my english!
kata nak jadi cikgu english kan, tapi cakap dan taip berterabur semacam jek.


okelah, nak tido dah.

da da

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

The Opening


In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful
Praise be to Allah, Lord of the Worlds,
The Beneficent, the Merciful.
Owner of the Day of Judgment,
Thee (alone) we worship; Thee (alone) we ask for help.
Guide us on the straight path,
The path of those whom Thou hast favored;
Not (the path) of those who earn Thine anger nor of those who go astray.

(1 : 1-7)

virus M melanda

berjumpa kembali selepas agak lama tidak berblogging
biasalah, alasan yang sama setiap kali
M.A.L.A.S

cuti akan kembali habis tak lama lagi dan aku masih disini, tak berbuat apa2 yang signifikan, sejak 3 bulan yang lalu. dan tersangatlah malas nak mulakan kembali rutin harian. dah lemau rasa semangat ni.

sebenarnya macam-macam yang aku dah rancangkan nak post dalam blog ni, tapi apakan dayaku, bila keMALASan melanda, there's nothing i can do!

plan yang masa awal2 cuti nak buat nampaknya hanya searuh sahaja yang tertunai. banyak lagi yang pendingnya. takpa2, still ada masa lagi nak kejar, lepas ni kena pecut betul2 dan tiada lagi istilah TANGGUH.

aku sedang ingat2 balik apa benda yang signifikan yang telah aku buat sepanjang 3 bulan bercuti ni. at least, benda2 tu beri impak pada aku atau orang2 terdekat sekeliling aku.

kejap kejap, kena list down semua tu...supaya nanti kalau bersoal jawab dengan diri, tak la termalu sangat tak buat apa2 yang berfaedah sepanjang cuti sakan 3 bulan tu.

1. jadi nurse masa pa sakit kaki
2. jadi cikgu tuition tak bertauliah adik2
3. ternak lemak dengan berjayanya~~ area2 penting: peha, muka, badan
4. owh...aku pergi kelantan, berkenal-kenalan dgn kmpung fiera
5. duduk kt duyong almost 3 minggu
6. konvo lanie kt tg malim
7. raya haji
8. bukit gambang resort~~ so called vacation
9. menghabiskan novel2
10. .........

adushh...banyak ni je aktiviti aku sepanjang 3 bulan cuti sakan???
memang dasar pemalas sungguh la aku ni.

takpe2, lepas ni kita tambah lagi aktiviti supaya num 3 tu terhapus

da da

Friday, December 17, 2010

:'(

sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih sedih

p/s: not in the mood :(